Post by karro on Jan 4, 2005 19:38:20 GMT -5
Yeah, we passed over this week and I wanted to have this one song for this week.
The last Saturday, I had some anger crisis like nothing before. I dont really know what did happen to me but at one point, I felt like I needed someone to read the instructions for me (imagery) cause I was really lost. I couldnt understand why. And I remembered that some musician have already said a similar thing in a song, somewhere. I said: "this guy is a genius!" but I couldn't remember who and which song it was. I thought about it like 5 minutes, trying to remember and I finally remember the quote from this unknown: "so what I need now is someone to read the map cause I dont know how". Yeah it was Lights Out by Millencolin. Who else can be genius at songs anyway? I felt wasted to have search when the answer was closer of expected. Special mention to Mathias this week.
I love all the lyrics so i'm gonna post the song cause all of it was really about how I felt at time:
LIGHT'S OUT
Looking back with anger, looking back with joy and laughs
don't ask me all those questions, cause I don't have the answers now
I tried to hold back all my thoughts and all my dreams
just to make things better, I was using myself past my means
But all those days are gone
and I can't find the path that I should follow
I'm walking unknown land
mile after mile I search the way back to my mind
and I can not believe how hard it is to find
when I'm down
I used to make things easy, I used to be a happy guy
but now things seem so different, that I can't even play the game
I got to try to find the way through all this now
so what I need now, is someone to read the map cause I don't know how
I feel ashamed and I'm to blame
cause I tried to be, I tried to see things from my side
and I also bleed, I also need some space
it's time to close this case
The last Saturday, I had some anger crisis like nothing before. I dont really know what did happen to me but at one point, I felt like I needed someone to read the instructions for me (imagery) cause I was really lost. I couldnt understand why. And I remembered that some musician have already said a similar thing in a song, somewhere. I said: "this guy is a genius!" but I couldn't remember who and which song it was. I thought about it like 5 minutes, trying to remember and I finally remember the quote from this unknown: "so what I need now is someone to read the map cause I dont know how". Yeah it was Lights Out by Millencolin. Who else can be genius at songs anyway? I felt wasted to have search when the answer was closer of expected. Special mention to Mathias this week.
I love all the lyrics so i'm gonna post the song cause all of it was really about how I felt at time:
LIGHT'S OUT
Looking back with anger, looking back with joy and laughs
don't ask me all those questions, cause I don't have the answers now
I tried to hold back all my thoughts and all my dreams
just to make things better, I was using myself past my means
But all those days are gone
and I can't find the path that I should follow
I'm walking unknown land
mile after mile I search the way back to my mind
and I can not believe how hard it is to find
when I'm down
I used to make things easy, I used to be a happy guy
but now things seem so different, that I can't even play the game
I got to try to find the way through all this now
so what I need now, is someone to read the map cause I don't know how
I feel ashamed and I'm to blame
cause I tried to be, I tried to see things from my side
and I also bleed, I also need some space
it's time to close this case